Faith

It has been few months now since I decided to walk a path away from Faith. Destiny, providence – I completely shook these off as I walked away from God. What lead to this? Well, many things. First and foremost, I was reading a lot about various debates and studies revolving around this, and I found it difficult to justify the belief in a superpower, who is looking after all of us. I found comfort in the belief that everything doesn’t make sense – And it doesn’t have to. There will always be unknowns no matter how much we discover.

In the last few weeks though, I have found myself looking in the rear view mirror more often than nought. Foremost, the whole premise was wrong. I never believed in a humanoid figure watching over us, with complete control. God was just a placeholder for all the things that are not in our control. And also a constant companion. Someone to fall back to when things stop making sense.

And in current times, when most of the things do not make sense – I seriously miss that figure. I, still, am not going back to my religion. Religion, strictly, will remain to be my loyalty to the tribe. But I am getting back my Faith, which again is strictly personal.

We still do not know what happens when we will die. Maybe science gives us an answer, but how I know not. It will always be a theory unless you experience it yourselves. Until then, you are free to believe whatever clicks the best for you. For me, it is entering another dimension – The path that spirituality shows us.